AprPAD — Day 24

English country pub

Of Those Who Leave

Mike is dying.

Slowly enough
to count by months.

December, pneumonia.
January,
his gallbladder gone.

I take Lindy out for lunch,

an afternoon away
from the smells
of the sick room.

We talk
about ordinary things.

The afternoon is hers
for the asking.

She stares past the door,
into the hallway,

but her thoughts stop
where her fingers
grip the fork.

She says,

I don’t want to be here.

And I know
she does not mean

this restaurant,
this table,
or me.

She means

something else.

Written for Writers’ Digest Poem-a-Day Challenge for April 2026. Prompt word: Unidentified

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8 responses to “AprPAD — Day 24”

  1. And here comes the absurdity of not having the choice of a dignified exit … 21st century and counting…

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    1. Yes, and just today England’s assisted dying bill failed because the Lords levied hundreds on hundreds of amendments against it , and there wasn’t enough time in this parliament session to debate it. And MPs passed it! But the House of Lords let it time-out. Shame on them. Shame.

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  2. Sounds your govt is as dumb-headed about self-determination as ours. Give me a death doula in a kerchief, coming straight from the woods or out of the ocean (because they truly understand Life), to ease my pain and usher me into the next storyline, please.

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    1. Aaah. Yes. The ones at thresholds. ❤️

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  3. This is one of the things I treasure about being alone in my old age- I will never put someone through this.

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  4. I feel the weight of pain and fear…it’s hard to breathe.

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    1. For now, Mike is okay. It is Lindy that I must watch over.

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      1. Yes, I can understand that.

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