0503: Journal of Thoughts

Worth church with snowdrops blooming

Snowdrop Arithmetic

The church crouches
like something that survived
several endings.

Stone remembers
more than it admits.

Foundations laid when hands
believed in plagues
as weather.
Now it stands in our village,
pretending permanence.

Outside, the graveyard
is freckled with snowdrops.
White as surrender,
white as teeth.

Each bloom a small uprising.
Each stem threading upward
through the cold grammar
of bone.

No one planted them for the dead.
They simply discovered
there was space.

There may be as many blossoms
as there are femurs
stacked politely beneath them.

On Sundays the belfry
splits the air open:
weddings, funerals,
the same bell
practicing tonal indifference.

Inside:
wax breathing warmth,
oak pews burnished
by centuries of compliance,
terra cotta tiles
that refuse symmetry.

The floor tilts just enough
to remind you
certainty is architectural fiction.

Old beams lean overhead
like ribs.

And I wonder
if the snowdrops aren’t mourning at all
but counting.

Up there:
petals.

Down here:
teeth.

The earth keeping score
in white.

Tor I Helheim by Myrkur

photo is our local church in Worth, West Sussex. ©Misky 2006-2026.

11 responses to “0503: Journal of Thoughts”

  1. I used to love visiting churches. I do it less now as I travel less, but I used to love the tranquility, often in the middle of a city. I was reminded of that just last weekend, when I had to walk out of a cafe because there was so much din around me.

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    1. I know that feeling, having to leave somewhere because of “scratchy noise” as I call it. I visit a local forest for a bit of internal quiet when needed; it’s a different kind of noise.

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      1. Yes, I crave silence. I’m spoilt at home, there’s very little noise, but of course when I’m out everything seems noisy.

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  2. Snowdrops as sturdy reminder of the inevitability of death. And Spring. And we keep building warm shelters that also remind us, for the times in between.

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    1. I look at their arrival as a great relief, that I’ve survived another winter. (grinning)

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  3. This is a vastly layered piece- so much to think about.

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    1. Thank you, Violet. It’s a lovely old place at this time of year.

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  4. Oh I LOVE this photo!

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    1. Thank you so much!

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      1. You’re most welcome.

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