0402: Journal of Thoughts

white winter scene

The Unraveling Atlas

All of it vanished.

An atlas of her mind,
its cities and borders,
quietly disowned by its own map.

She tries, but my name
is a syllable without a home,

a drift of familiar music
that slips off the edge of the world
every time I leave.
Or finish a sentence.

I learn to search her forgetting.
To check the dusty corner,
her river’s blank murmur,
her road that leads only to stones.

She is in the present,
digging fresh ruins
of a moment just passed.

This new, silent geography
is the landscape of her gaze,
where I am both beloved
and beautifully, terribly unknown.

But I am not lost to her;
I am simply part of the weather in her sky —
felt, but not named.

Happy birthday, Lene.


Some artwork is created using Midjourney AI. Poems/prose ©Misky 2006-2026.

5 responses to “0402: Journal of Thoughts”

    1. Thank you, Violet!

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  1. Incredibly sad…drifting away, losing recognizable dimensions. She’s not going away…the others are?

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    1. It seems like that to her. We WhatsApp now so she can reread/remember conversations, and know that I’m still around (she forgets within a day otherwise). But she is in good health, still good humour, eats well, walks every day (she uses an app to find her way back home again) and still lives on her own although her daughter checks in her daily. I’m her eldest daughter’s godmother, but Lene doesn’t remember that.

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      1. Amazing woman, holding g fast to living life on her terms, with respectful & loving family support. We should all be so blessed to be a part of this. 💖

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